Twenty-four Carat Diamond.
It's time to set the bar in addition to implementing certain changes coupled with some fine-tuning and attitude adjustments to bring about a life altering experience, a 180 degree transformation for the greater good. You can call it a wake up call. I call it a brighter discontent and a necessary measure of utmost importance needed to be taken to heed in the right direction, to crawl out of the darkness and into the light, and by all means a battle against my inner self that I cannot afford to lose, to outdo myself as well as to challenge myself in order to achieve new heights that has always been beyond my grasp.
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I'm taking a huge risk, stepping out of my comfort zone, wanting to make this happen so badly that I'm willing to sacrifice certain aspects of my life that has always been of some significance to me, one way or another. It would only make sense to convince and to induce myself into believing that I can be better time and time again, to aim for the stars, surpassing my very own expectations and to hope for the best.
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If only there was an easy way out but unfortunately life isn't ideal, it all boils down to how far am I willing to take this on to accomplish what I've been wanting to all these while. One aim. One opportunity. One shot at goal. I just have to orchestra a comeback and execute the appropriate plans plus making sure that every bit of it counts, to compensate for my own inadequacy and ineptness in the past so as to rectify my slip ups up till now. No more screwing up. No more excuses. From here own it's self actualization all the way, that's my ultimate desideratum for now.

no matter what u hav bcome...
u r still my biatch!
love ya!!!
Posted by: JaraY | October 2, 2007 04:44 PM
haha. my english must have deteriorated up to the point that i have no freakin' idea what you just wrote.
i'd be back tuesday! for 3 weeks! congrats on man u though.
Posted by: ricardo | October 7, 2007 06:07 AM
Friendster blog is not a real blog!!
But i have to admit you get to manage your colour scheme better den i do.
Bah.
#*($*@*@^$*(#&@$
PS, ur posts always dam drama.. no wonder la headache.. hav to crack head alot to write chim stuff. hehe..
oh n.. (#*&$(*#&$ doc. Pfft.
Posted by: Fleur | October 16, 2007 12:07 PM
drama queen fabian...
Posted by: SueAnn | November 21, 2007 05:32 PM
fab..summary please..i malas read so long =.=...hahahaha
Posted by: Ching Fui | November 30, 2007 04:06 AM