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I fucking hate myself. Happy?
I fucking hate myself. Happy?
So, I've been working (baby-sitting Kumon kids), sleeping (hibernating like a polar bear), eating (pigging out whenever I get the chance), shopping (spending serious dough), yumcha-ing and visa-ing. That sort of sums up my entire Chinese New Year this 2008. It's nice to meet up with friends once in awhile and have a nice chat about stuff, you know, like catching up with one another and exchanging stories and experiences. All in all, it's been a pretty quiet time here in KL, everyone's busy with their own lives. Besides, many of my friends are away, hometown la, overseas la, university la, all over the place basically. I did however manage to meet up with Zaccheus, Ching Fui, Ching Koon, Richard and Jamie, as well as a couple of new people of whom I would be working closely with in the coming month or so. Yeah, all is good up till now and I ain't complaining. Am just waiting for Kumi to return home to Malaysia for some banana leaf rice and possibly some partying-booze-and-lepaking sessions before I leave, you hear that Kok? Get your ass back here soon if you're reading this haha.
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Shopping has been absolutely awesome this time around. Good for the soul but bad for the pockets. And by that, I mean serious damage to the wallet. Bought my first pair of Armani jeans over the weekend, as well as a sporty Armani top for The GF, in addition to a couple of GUESS tops that I had gotten for her later on that same day. Initially, I had wanted to purchase a second GUESS handbag for her. But I suppose it's better to have her around to pick the one that she loves most, rather than I pick something that she wouldn't fancy much. It's also partly because there are so many pretty ones to choose from! The first GUESS handbag that I picked for her the last time suits her perfectly but I'm not sure if I'd be that lucky the second time around haha. Even though I didn't manage to get the handbag that I had wanted to get for her, I have a feeling she's going to love the tops that I had bought for her to bits, so yeah, as long as she's happy, I'm happy. =)
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Anyway, I've made a promise to myself to not buy any clothing at all, apart from winter underwear (socks, long johns, etc etc..) or shoes in the next two weeks. So please, please (Fleur? Sue Ann? Anyone?), do me a favour by distracting me from shopping the moment you know or find out that I have any intentions at all to get my hands on something (other than winter underwear and shoes that is) even as I try to refrain myself from breaking my own promise simply because I have too much free time in my hands and I tend to err, stray into shopping complexes and entering shops displaying the enticing four-letter-word, SALE. Speaking of which, Richard, since you're free during March, jom mamak? or KFC? Hehe.. =P
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Okay, I'm going back to sleep. Will be going for the Quiksilver preview sale later. TO LOOK ONLY! NOT BUY! Heh. And then, there's work at two. Hhhmm. Long day ahead, I reckon. Enjoy the weekend folks!
PS: Seriously la Fleur, you're virus is damn bloody virulent. I've been sick for 7-8 weeks!!! I demand compensation!!!
Holy phuck. My command of the English language has somewhat deteriorated to such seemingly embarrassing levels that it is disturbingly worrisome in more ways than one, as I am no longer competent when it comes to stringing together a proper and meaningful sentence, or to put my thoughts into words for your viewing pleasure, what more convey them in a comprehensible manner that is audible to the human ear. I am so KNNCCB-ed. Anyways, Happy New Year and I truly hope that it is a good one, not only for shopping but yeah, you get my drift. =)
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It's not even the end of January and yet I already have a feeling that this year would be a blast as compared to previous years. Besides the fact that I'm turning 21 this year, I'll also be flying off to the UK for the Phase 2 of my medical course. Exciting times are ahead, no doubt it'll be tough and challenging but knowing that I'll be in a foreign land on my own with no one to depend on makes it the perfect opportunity for me to grow up as an individual to prepare myself for the real world in addition to what is to come in the future. Besides, I see it more as a long holiday overseas rather than 4.5 years of studying and hard work.
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If you're wondering where I'm heading off to, do think along the lines of a certain mythical monster we call the Loch Ness Monster and Nessie, a term of endearment the locals came up with since they consider it a giant pet in their friendly neighbourhood lake. Yes people, I'm flying off to Scotland! By the way Sue, the lake is 37kms southwest of Iverness, perhaps if we're lucky enough to capture a couple of footages of the infamous scottish monster (if it does exist), we would be famous!!! Muahahahah!!! Ahem. Sorry, I just got a little too carried away, you know? =P
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Well, according to Sue Ann and some Times ranking or something, Aberdeen Uni is amongst the top 5 medical schools in the UK. I do feel pretty lucky, particularly in the academics department because I did not exactly expect to end up with my first choice for the PMS (that's Partner Medical School) matching and coupled with the fact that it is one of the more-sought-after ones makes it even more amazing and I do have to thank my lucky stars as well as my friends and family, especially Elaine for supporting me throughout the entire ordeal =). However, it's not that I do not have any qualms or mixed feelings at all, you get what I mean? I'd be so far away from home and it'll be a totally new experience that would necessarilly mean more time being needed to acclimatize to the climate, as well as adapting to the culture and food. So yeah, I hope all goes well, pray for me guys! =)
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Aight, before this post gets too lengthy, I'd top it all off with a very Happy Chinese New Year to all the wonderful people in my life! May you stay healthy and be prosperous in the new year to come. Chinese or not (that goes out to you , Richard and you too, Kumaran since I foresee that you might get married to a chinese girl in the not too distant future, just make sure I'm invited aight.. =P), just join in the celebration and enjoy the good times while it lasts! CHEERS! =D
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PS: Respect your peers before commanding any degree of respect from them. Don't be a repugnant despicable imbecile acting as if you're superior to everyone else and above the rest, when in absoluteness you're not and will never will be.
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STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
STUDY HARD = PASS EXAMS = QUALIFIED DOCTOR = GOOD JOB = GOOD PAYCHECK!!!
Here I am, wasting precious seconds when I should be working my hiney off studying for my finals which is due in one week. Am feeling miserably unwell with a slight pyrexia in addition to a terrible bout of pharyngitis, as well as having a congested nasal airway to make matters worse. Still, it is Christmas time and we should all embrace the holiday season and have a good time. And how would a Christmas celebration be complete without a Christmas wish list? =P
I present to you my Christmas wish-list of 2007:
1. A grey/white/black Calvin Klein hoodie.
2. A pair of Calvin Klein jeans with back pockets.
3. A Zara faux leather jacket.
4. A black/white Guess sweater with a union-jack logo.
5. A Fred Perry/Lacoste/Ralph Lauren polo tee.
6. A pair of vintage Armani jeans.
7. A couple of G2K shirts. Striped ones.
8. A couple of Quiksilver tees. Green, Black and White.
9. A pair of Adidas Superstar 2 shoes.
10. A special Christmas date with my lovely girlfriend, Elaine. =)
Okay, shall get back to studying. Now that my Christmas wish-list is revealed for your viewing pleasure, I expect some *ahem* gifts for Christmas.. =P
Merry Christmas everyone, and to all my M205 batchmates, all the best for EOS5!!! =)
When it takes me more than five minutes to do my hair, it only means one thing, time for a hair-cut.
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Shopping is like Vicodin, once you start to like it, you're hooked on it, and there's no turning back, you'd go on and on and on and one day you'd literally drop dead, dead-broke that is.
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My finals is in 3 weeks time and yet I am no where near 50% of completion of what I ought to cover, which is really bothering me to a certain extend because I'm not even feeling the pressure!
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Richard annoyed me, and sorta made me come up with this meaningless post, so as to speak, so yeah he's a flaming idiot, other than the fact that he's gay, just like a certain someone who also happens to read this blog of mine, by the way his name is Chan Chin Fei, oopps sorry did I just say that out loud?
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Stated clearly in the third sentence (if you know your math), I'm having my finals in 3 weeks time, and therefore, it is only appropriate for mua to take a break from the world of blogging (not that I do on a regular basis anyway) and go on a 4 week hiatus to adequately prepare myself (stuffing my brain with information like stuffing stuff up a turkey's ass) for a life-changing-kick-ass-make-or-break-mother-of-all-exams at the end of the month.
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That's it folks, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year in advance, cheers.
It's time to set the bar in addition to implementing certain changes coupled with some fine-tuning and attitude adjustments to bring about a life altering experience, a 180 degree transformation for the greater good. You can call it a wake up call. I call it a brighter discontent and a necessary measure of utmost importance needed to be taken to heed in the right direction, to crawl out of the darkness and into the light, and by all means a battle against my inner self that I cannot afford to lose, to outdo myself as well as to challenge myself in order to achieve new heights that has always been beyond my grasp.
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I'm taking a huge risk, stepping out of my comfort zone, wanting to make this happen so badly that I'm willing to sacrifice certain aspects of my life that has always been of some significance to me, one way or another. It would only make sense to convince and to induce myself into believing that I can be better time and time again, to aim for the stars, surpassing my very own expectations and to hope for the best.
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If only there was an easy way out but unfortunately life isn't ideal, it all boils down to how far am I willing to take this on to accomplish what I've been wanting to all these while. One aim. One opportunity. One shot at goal. I just have to orchestra a comeback and execute the appropriate plans plus making sure that every bit of it counts, to compensate for my own inadequacy and ineptness in the past so as to rectify my slip ups up till now. No more screwing up. No more excuses. From here own it's self actualization all the way, that's my ultimate desideratum for now.
I've messed up but I don't know what went wrong. Guess I didn't see it coming. I tried to fix things. I tried to mend my ways. Little by little, I picked myself up and went back on the designated track and still happen to manage something out of nothing, an accomplishment that I'm proud off. And then what happens? One mistake from the past, one mistake was all it took to knock me off my feet in the present, as I watch my world come crashing down on me through the lenses of my very own eyes. I tried my best, but it's not enough, it never was and it'll never be. Somehow, somewhere, something just wasn't quite the way it was meant to be. It's partly my fault, tough luck altogether but like I said, my fault. Wish I could turn back time and work things out so that everything would turn out for the better. Sigh. I'm burnt out. Wouldn't it be nice, to be able to lay down for just awhile, just for one moment where time would practically freeze and everything else would eventually come to a complete stand still. Peace of mind. That's all I'm asking for. Now, it's back to square one, where it all begins, again.
My dear,
Happy birthday!!! =)
I hope you'll enjoy your birthday to the fullest this time around. And I truly wish that all your dreams and aspirations would materialize no matter how impossible they may seem to you. You just have to believe in yourself like how I believe in you. And if you need me, I'm always here and always will be. I'll be there to support you through thick and thin for as long as I live, I promise. Cheers to a wonderful year ahead. Happy birthday, my love! =)
Love,
Your one and only...